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LIVE MY LIFE

2005-06-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

Try to tell me what I shouldnt do
You should know by now,I wont listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I dont care

Cause I'm alright I'm fine
Just freak out let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I cant ever run and hide I wont compramise cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I cant watch the time go by
I wont keep it inside
Freak out let it go
Just freak out let it go

You dont always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
and put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air like you dont care

Cause I'm alright I'm fine
Just freak out let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I cant ever run and hide I wont compramise cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I cant watch the time go by
I wont keep it inside
Freak out let it go

On my own
let it go
yeah yeah yeah

Just let me live my life
I cant ever run and hide I wont compramise cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I cant watch the time go by
I wont keep it inside
Freak out let it go

Gonna freak out let it go
Gonna freak out let it go

This is the song which best describes what should I do this week.

FREE

2005-06-13T05:06:00.000-07:00

Would you believe me if I said...
That we are the ones who can make the change in the world today...
would you elieve me if i said...
that all of the dreams in your heart can come true... today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today

and if i had wings i would fly
because all that i need, you are...
and if the world caved in around me
to you i'd still hold on
because you're all that i believe
and the one that created me
Jesus because of you i'm free...

would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen...today...
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before...you step out in faith
would you believe me if i said...
that nothing is ever impossible for God...

Just live your life...with God inside...
you won't regret one moment of it...
and gave all that you can for GOD... FOR GOD...

(Taken from Hillsong Next Generation Music CD)

VACUUM DROID

2005-05-20T23:24:00.000-07:00

When you hate vacuuming or cleaning your room, so let Roomba Discovery do it. According to its company website, Roomba is the little semi-autonomous, battery-powered vacs which are extremely good at certain tasks such as dusting under beds, sweeping up dry, and localized messes. The Roomba cleans wood, tile, linoleum, and carpet in any size room. Picks up both small and large debris. Electrolux also launch the same type of vacuum robot, which is called the Trilobite.

Since these vacuum robots are entertaining, I want to buy one of them. But unfortunately I can't find them here in this fucking country. They're entertaining because they can bumping and meandering their way around a room like a Star Wars droid... :)

BUSY... BUSY... BUSY...

2005-05-19T02:03:00.001-07:00

This week is a busy week for me. Tired! My week's scenario is highlighted by my physical energy and stamina, both are decreasing now. I'm not feel energetic and enthusiastic. But I have a positive "can do" attitude that enables me to accomplish much more now than is usually possible. Because of this attitude, I may not realize how hard I'm working. Until my body shout and tell me that I must take a rest. Ahhh... I'm so tired! I must sleep now... *yawn*

OMG!

2005-05-08T01:17:00.000-07:00

I've no idea why this person doesn't have legs...

ONE FINE DAY

2005-05-04T00:25:00.000-07:00

My life is working out just fine at the moment, and I'm ready to celebrate it. When things go along this well, it's usually because two particular areas are as close to perfect as possible, and those areas are love and money. I feels like the rest of the world would just love to know how to get both those areas working smoothly at the same time. I have no idea about it. Perhaps, it is because God's mercy on me...

AN UGLY CREATURE

2005-05-02T10:39:00.000-07:00

This is one of my fish. Can you guess what kind of fish it is? The reward is waiting for those who can give me the right answer... ^ ^

THE MEANING OF MY BIRTH DATE

2005-05-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: August 23

With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.

Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.

A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.

You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

It isn't so accurate!!! Especially on the third sentence "A tendency to get itchy feet and need travel?" This sentence makes me laugh....huahahahha....

SOMETHING TO REMEMBER

2005-04-22T01:58:00.000-07:00

I dreamed I had an interview with God.
"So you would like to interview me?" God asked.
"If you have the time," I said.
God smiled... "My time is eternity...what questions do you have in mind for me?"
"What surprises you most about humankind?"
God answered... "That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again and then they lose their health to make money, and then lose their money to restore their health."
"You're right!" I replied.
"That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future...live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived." God's hand took mine and we were silent for a while................
And then I asked, "As a parent, what are some of life's lesson you want your children to learn?"
God answered, "To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved."
"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."
"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."
"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them."
"To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least."
"To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply do not yet know how to express or show their feelings."
"To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently."
"To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves."
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly. "Is there anything else you'd like your children to know?"
God smiled and said... "Just know that I am here...Always"
taken from "www.interviewwithgod.com"

WHERE ARE MY DAMN EGGS?!!

2005-04-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

Someone at the dorm stole my shampoo, even took my damn eggs from the refrigerator! There're two stupid people in my dorm who always want to know my life. They’re being nosy to me so I try to avoid them. The word “dumb” is the right adjective for them. I’ve some reasons. They’re both working in the different office but they don’t know how to use computer. They are always annoyed when I fry eggs or something else in the kitchen. I feel curious these guys probably who stole my stuff. If it is true, I can’t imagine how dumb they are. Neither chicken eggs nor shampoo are expensive. I can buy ten kilos of eggs and two gallons of shampoo if I want to because of its cheapness. Stupid! Morron! Stop stealing my damn eggs!!!

THE SILLY LITTLE THINGS

2005-04-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

Hearing my neighbor's Winamp so loud this morning I choose to play Hitman: Silent Assassin. grr… He was also singing with his false voices... "yawn" He didn't know I was having wet dream?!! ^ ^ Meanwhile, I don’t know what happen to me since last Wednesday. I become sensitive and get easily to angry. I found this annoying neighbor is also being nosy to me. When I fried some chicken meat in the kitchen, he was always asking me with the silly question, “Masak ayam lagi? Kenapa ga masak yang lain, ga bosan?” means “Chicken again? Why not try something else?” grr…. He doesn’t know how delicious my damn chicken is...

By the way, I kill some of bastard on the games. Bang! Bang! Bang! die! die!!! The bully was down with bloody chest. I imagine I killed my neighbor who played the music so loud. Ah… It’ll never happen because basically I’m a good person. Thanks god the killing scenes was only in my computer. The saddest thing is one of my fish, The Black Ghost, died today. The fish has white spots on its tail... hiks hiks... Poor cutie little fish…

By the way, I've replace it with a new one. It is called Blood Parrot Cichlid which originaly comes from Central America... :) The cutest fish I ever had.....

This is Blood Parrot Cichlid

And this is Black Ghost

GOD's PLAN IS CONFUSING

2005-04-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

I can’t forget her from my mind. It was disturbed me all the time. So I decides to call her and comes to her dorm this evening. I tell her about my nightmare and then she answered that she needs more time to pray. This is sux. She’s a church-girl who comes to church more than once a week and has a ministry to God but it makes her too careful in choosing her boy. I feels like I’m a man from “A walk to remember” movie who meets Jamie Sullivan, a church-girl and wants her to be his girl.

Finally, I decide to pray for her may God provides her the right person. The right person who have a greater patience to pray. If God shows me the way so let me be with her. God has a plan which is confused me very much. I bored with my girl right now and long distance love relationship.

My friend calls me this evening and she tells her plan for this Sunday. We’ll go to a photo studio near downtown this Sunday to take some pictures with some friends. I think it’ll be fun because this is the first time for us to do. Talking about friends; I can group them in two kinds of friends. The first group is my friends who are working at the office but they don’t think internet as an important thing in their life. The second group is friends who think that internet is very important. Some of the second group members are a bloggers. And maybe it’s you who read my blog right now. Just want you to know, I’m not good at connecting people. These two groups don’t know each other. And I think I’ve a double life.

ANOTHER USELESS COINCIDENT

2005-04-04T20:55:00.000-07:00

Last night during my sleep, I have a dream of a girl who I meet last year at my dorm. She is a cute girl with a good manner but I was once hurt her feeling. I promised not to hurt her again but she didn’t believe me. In my dream, she was wearing her favorite T-shirt and looks very sad. Maybe, the real life is telling something different. I think she is happy right now. My friend said that she works as a promotion girls at my friend’s office. The saddest part of this post is that I saw her this morning during my visit to campus. I waved to her and she replied me. Why I think of her this much is because once we were in love. Broken relationship is not always easy.

Now something which I didn’t understand is why she appeared both in nightmare and real life. Is it any sign of reconciliation? Or this was just another useless coincident?

MEANINGLESS COINCIDENT

2005-03-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

It’s interesting to know that there are some coincidences in our life. “The law of true large numbers says that with a large enough sample many odd coincidences are likely to happen”. It is also a coincident that happens during the anti-American terrorist attacks on September 11, 2001.

1. The date of the attack: 9/11 -> 9 + 1 + 1 = 11
2. September 11th is the 254th day of the year: 2 + 5 + 4 = 11
3. After September 11th there are 111 days left to the end of the year.
4. The twin towers which is standing side by side, looks like the number 11
5. The first plane to hit the towers was Flight 11 by *American Airlines or AA
A = 1st letter in alphabet so we have again the number 11
6. State of New York is the 11th state added to the Union
7. New York City = 11 letters
8. The USS Enterprise is in the gulf during the attack; its ship number is 65N
6+5=11
9. Afghanistan = 11 letters
10. The Pentagon = 11 letters
11. Ramzi Yousef = 11 letters (He is convicted or orchestrating the attack on
the WTC in 1993)
12. Mohamed Atta = 11 Letters (He is the pilot that crashed into the World Trade
Centre).
13. Flight 11 -> 92 on board -> 9 +2 = 11
14. Flight 77 -> 65 on board -> 6 + 5 = 11
15. Names that have eleven letters are: “Air Force One, George W. Bush, Bill
Clinton, Saudi Arabia, ww terrorism, Colin Powell (U.S. Secretary of State),
Remembrance Day is November 11; November is also the 11th month.

Isn’t it interesting? But I think this is just ordinary coincident. It means nothing.

BEING TIRED OF…

2005-03-18T07:50:00.000-08:00

I'm not frustated at all... this poem was created by me only for fun...

I wish I could walk through this
I wish I could leave my girl forever
I wish I had new girlfriend
I wish I’ve never know this girl
I wish I could closer to this girl
I wish I can be her boyfriend
I wish my friend never wanted her to be his girlfriend
I wish she was never know me
I wish I'd never falling in love with her
I wish I never lived in this country
I wish my family still have two cars
I wish I had never punch my friend’s knee
I wish I had never felt guilty of this sometime
I wish I could do something to help him
I wish I could give him enough money to cure his knee which I can’t
I wish I had a clean spirit in me
I wish I had a smart brain
I wish I could be a good person
I wish I was given one more talent by God
I wish I could come closer to HIM

I’m glad I’m happy although I live far away from my girl
I’m glad my girl never knows my weblog
I’m glad I’ve a job to do in this city
I'm glad I can do anything here (far away from her)
I'm glad I can't stand any longer for long distance love relationship
I'm glad to find love in our new relationship
I’m glad to have a nice friend like her
I'm glad she has a beautiful eyes
I’m glad she’ll graduate next year
I'm glad she hates me
I'm glad she ignores me
I’m glad I never angry to my friend who wants her to be his girl
I’m glad I’m a learner
I’m glad my family still blessed by God
I'm glad I feels happy
I’m glad you’ve time to read this weblog

I’m glad only 99% of this weblog contents are true
I’m glad only those who knows me can understand all of this

USING MY US$ 250

2005-03-16T23:56:00.000-08:00

After I’ve graduate from uni. I’ve plenty of time to do many things. I choose to take TOEFL preparation, which begins this March until May. I want to get a higher TOEFL score. My temporary score is 550 but this score will increase after I finish all the prep classes. I’ve a less skill in my writing and speaking. TOEFL preparation may fix it. After I finish the preparation, I’ll go to Jakarta to take paper-based TOEFL examination, which cost US$ 150. The TOEFL preparation itself cost US$100. I need to improve my English and I think I’m on the right track. Learn English is easy but I must improve it as daily conversation. The International TOEFL certificate is needed only if I want to continue my education abroad.

CAJUN PORK RIBS

2005-03-13T07:08:00.000-08:00

For those who like to eat Ribs BBQ, here I tell you my secret recipe...
Mix the following dry ingredients in a bowl:

2 Tbs Hungarian paprika
(regular if you don't have it)
2 tsp garlic powder
2 tsp onion powder
1/2 to 1 tsp cayenne pepper
2 tsp fresh ground black pepper
1 tsp salt
1 tsp thyme (dried)
1 tsp oregano (dried)

Mix the ingredients thoroughly and set aside. After trimming the ribs of extra fat, rinse and dry with paper towels. Using a pastry brush, spread a light coating of yellow mustard on both sides of the ribs (this sets up a nice moist crust on the ribs). Next, sprinkle the dry ingredients above lightly on both sides of the ribs.

Cook the ribs in indirect heat (Not Grilling). This means placing the fire on one side of the pit and the ribs on the other. Cook for 4 to 6 hours at 225 degrees or until the meat is tender. One way to tell this is that the meat will have pulled back from the ends of the bones and the bones will be blackened.

GRAND THEFT AUTO: SAN ANDREAS

2005-03-06T03:52:00.000-08:00

I've heard the news that Rockstar Games will release PC version of Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas this June. This version will be in stores in North America on June 7th, 2005 and in Europe on June 10th, 2005. This is a good news. I've waiting this games for a long time.

The time setting for this games is in the early 90s. In this games you'll play as Carl Johnson. Five years ago Carl Johnson escaped from Los Santos, San Andreas. San Andreas is a city with gang trouble, drugs and corruption while filmstars and millionaires do their best to avoid the dealers and gangbangers. Carl's got to go home. He found that his mother has been murdered, his family has fallen apart and his childhood friends are all heading towards disaster. On his return to the neighborhood, a couple of corrupt cops frame him for homicide. Carl Johnson is forced on a journey which takes him across the entire state of San Andreas, to save his family and to take control of the streets.

"PARIJS VAN JAVA"

2005-03-02T22:49:00.003-08:00

People called it "parijs van java". Located 180 kilometer southeast of Jakarta, Bandung is the capital city of West Java province. It is a three-hours train ride from Jakarta. Surrounded by mountain range gives the city a cool climate throughout the year. With population of over two million, everything moves in slower pace here compare to metropolitan life in Jakarta. Today, Bandung is an important city of education that lures many students to study in various universities.If you want to know more about this city. Here I give you a picture of Bandung view, which taken from above "BRI Tower".

100 WAYS TO LOVE YOUR MATE

2005-03-01T04:26:00.000-08:00

This list is designed to be a quick check for you to review. Use it to give you ideas to maintain your relationship, to give it a positive boost or to select a holiday gift. Some couples have also used it as a request list. They have circled what they would like to have and asked their partner to do the same. Feel free to add to the list and use it again and again. Enjoy!
1. Hug them.
2. Write a love note.
3. Call them at work just to say "Hi."
4. Give them a foot massage.
5. Tell them a joke.
6. Caress them with slow gentle strokes.
7. Go for a walk with them.
8. Send them a "happy gram."
9. Admit your mistakes.
10. Say: "I love you."
11. Indulge a whim.
12. Listen to them talk about an interest of theirs.
13. Be trustworthy.
14. Instead of complaining, tell them what you would prefer.
15. Look at them when you're in a discussion.
16. Send flowers.
17. Compliment something they did.
18. Offer to help.
19. Ask them to show you how to do something.
20. Call when you are going to be late.
21. Take them out to dinner.
22. Write them a poem about how special they are.
23. Cut out a cartoon they'll enjoy.
24. Ask them what they'd like sexually.
25. Go shopping together.
26. Take an afternoon drive.
27. Cuddle.
28. Put your arm around them in front of others.
29. Take them out on a surprise date.
30. Do something they want to do.
31. Listen.
32. Plan a candle light dinner.
33. Look at old photos together.
34. Serve them breakfast in bed.
35. Hold hands.
36. Share sexual fantasies.
37. Do a work project together.
38. Rub their back.
39. Take a shower together.
40. Carry their photo in your wallet.
41. Go away together for a weekend holiday.
42. Kiss them.
43. Smile more when you look at them.
44. Go for a bicycle ride together.
45. Surprise them with "special" attire.
46. Plan a picnic lunch.
47. Read something together about how to have a better relationship.
48. Repeat what they say before answering.
49. Say "Good morning" first.
50. Ask if they have a few minutes first before interrupting.
51. Send them a card.
52. Surprise them with a gift when it's a non-holiday.
53. Cook them a favorite meal.
54. Try a new restaurant.
55. Ask them how they feel.
56. Let them know when you are proud of them.
57. Ask for their opinion.
58. Turn on some romantic music.
59. Dedicate a song to them.
60. Send them a balloon bouquet.
61. Watch a sunset together.
62. Play a game together.
63. Have them teach you something they know.
64. Tell them they have the night off.
65. Go to a movie they select.
66. Ask them for a hug.
67. Wear some new cologne.
68. Take them to Bali.
69. Discuss future plans with them.
70. Ask if you can help when they look sad.
71. Ask them about their dreams.
72. Meet them for lunch.
73. Enlarge a scenic photo of a place you've shared.
74. Give them a gift certificate for their favorite store.
75. Tell them what you like about them.
76. Buy them a new perfume.
77. Take them to a scenic spot.
78. Send them a gourmet gift basket.
79. Send them a joke card.
80. Let them know when you've thought of them during the day.
81. Buy them a toy.
82. Compliment them to their friends.
83. Bring them a thirst quenching drink.
84. Tell them when they look attractive.
85. Send them a post card.
86. Invite them to a secret rendezvous.
87. Give them a massage.
88. Take a lesson with them.
89. Look at photos together of when you met.
90. Plan a vacation with them.
91. Listen openly to their opposing opinion.
92. Buy them a new piece of jewelry.
93. Watch a TV show they like with them
94. Write them a letter.
95. Listen to music with them, such as an old favorite.
96. Whisper sweet nothings in their ear.
97. Tell them what you like that they do.
98. Give a head massage.
99. Invite them to a concert.
100. Let them know you care.

ANGER MANAGEMENT

2005-02-28T04:10:00.000-08:00

Anger is a completely normal, usually healthy, human emotion. But when it gets out of control and turns destructive, it can lead to problems, problems at work, in your personal relationships, and in the overall quality of your life. You'll become more sensitive and easy to angry with someone else. It can make you feel as though you're at the mercy of an unpredictable and powerful emotion.

If you have problem to control your anger, here some simple steps you can try...

Breathe deeply, from your diaphragm; breathing from your chest won't relax you. Picture your breath coming up from your "gut."

Slowly repeat a calm word or phrase such as "relax," "take it easy." Repeat it to yourself while breathing deeply.

Use imagery; visualize a relaxing experience, from either your memory or your imagination.

Nonstrenuous, slow yoga-like exercises can relax your muscles and make you feel much calmer.Practice these techniques daily. Learn to use them automatically when you're in a tense situation.

Using Humor. "Silly humor" can help defuse rage in a number of ways. For one thing, it can help you get a more balanced perspective. When you get angry and call someone a name or refer to them in some imaginative phrase, stop and picture what that word would literally look like. If you're at work and you think of a coworker as a "dirtbag" or a "single-cell life form," for example, picture a large bag full of dirt (or an amoeba) sitting at your colleague's desk, talking on the phone, going to meetings. Do this whenever a name comes into your head about another person. If you can, draw a picture of what the actual thing might look like. This will take a lot of the edge off your fury; and humor can always be relied on to help unknot a tense situation.
The underlying message of highly angry people, Dr. Deffenbacher says, is "things oughta go my way!" Angry people tend to feel that they are morally right, that any blocking or changing of their plans is an unbearable indignity and that they should NOT have to suffer this way. Maybe other people do, but not them!

When you feel that urge, he suggests, picture yourself as a god or goddess, a supreme ruler, who owns the streets and stores and office space, striding alone and having your way in all situations while others defer to you. The more detail you can get into your imaginary scenes, the more chances you have to realize that maybe you are being unreasonable; you'll also realize how unimportant the things you're angry about really are. There are two cautions in using humor. First, don't try to just "laugh off" your problems; rather, use humor to help yourself face them more constructively. Second, don't give in to harsh, sarcastic humor; that's just another form of unhealthy anger expression. What these techniques have in common is a refusal to take yourself too seriously. Anger is a serious emotion, but it's often accompanied by ideas that, if examined, can make you laugh.

Changing Your Environment
Sometimes it's our immediate surroundings that give us cause for irritation and fury. Problems and responsibilities can weigh on you and make you feel angry at the "trap" you seem to have fallen into and all the people and things that form that trap.
Give yourself a break. Make sure you have some "personal time" scheduled for times of the day that you know are particularly stressful. One example is the working mother who has a standing rule that when she comes home from work, for the first 15 minutes "nobody talks to Mom unless the house is on fire." After this brief quiet time, she feels better prepared to handle demands from her kids without blowing up at them.

Some Other Tips for Easing Up on Yourself
Timing: If you and your spouse tend to fight when you discuss things at nighterhaps you're tired, or distracted, or maybe it's just habitry changing the times when you talk about important matters so these talks don't turn into arguments.

Avoidance: If your child's chaotic room makes you furious every time you walk by it, shut the door. Don't make yourself look at what infuriates you. Don't say, "well, my child should clean up the room so I won't have to be angry!" That's not the point. The point is to keep yourself calm.

Finding alternatives: If your daily commute through traffic leaves you in a state of rage and frustration, give yourself a projectearn or map out a different route, one that's less congested or more scenic. Or find another alternative, such as a bus or commuter train.

You can contact me if you need more informations...

Man Never Misses Trip To Gym For 5 Years

2005-02-05T01:44:00.000-08:00

July 29, 2002 - Florida, USA
In an attempt to force himself into a healthy routine of exercise, a Florida man hired a hit man to kill him if he failed to show up to any of his 3 weekly workouts for the past 5 years. "At first I thought the ridiculous membership fees and that ludicrous up front joining fee would make me workout so I wouldn't waste the money - but that didn't work. Within weeks I was coming up with all sorts of lame pathetic excuses not to go. So I decided that if money wouldn't promote me to go, losing my life would. The hit man idea has worked like a charm, maybe even too good. There were some times that I truly would have preferred not to go, like that time I had bronchial asthmatic pneumonia. I've never had so much dark green mucus running down my face in my life, you should have seen that treadmill afterwards. But with all its ups and downs, my only complaint lately is that what I originally thought were expensive gym fees have been over shadowed by the high cost of the hit man. Now that I want to stop, I can't because I told him to shoot me if I told him I wanted to give up."

Man Gives Up On Women - A Joke

2005-01-30T04:13:00.000-08:00

April 10, 2003 - Atlanta, USA
Atlanta native auto mechanic Michael Ross publicly declares that he has given up the life long struggle to figure out what women really want. This came after a recently published report estimating American corporations had spent over $1 billion dollars in 2001 to determine what want women want from their products and marketing, and had largely failed. "If combining rooms full of highly skilled experts and truckloads of money can't figure these women out, how on earth is the typical blue collar man with $28,000 after tax dollars a year supposed to?" said Mr. Ross during an interview with Atlanta news reporters. "It may be that these women themselves have no idea what they are looking for or what will win them over. Many admit to having the exact same qualities in one man be endearing, while in another, off-putting." Mr. Ross's web site has generated over 32,000 letters of support from other men in its guest book since his announcement earlier in the day.

THE SCARIEST FACT ABOUT SMOKING

2005-01-20T01:59:00.000-08:00

According from some medical websites, the smoke from a cigarette isn’t inhaled by the smoker. The smoke enters the surrounding air, carrying with the 4,000 different chemicals that scientists have identified in tobacco smoke. More than 50 of these chemicals are known carcinogens. When you smoke in the public, people around you are forced to breathe these chemicals. Tobacco smoke damages blood vessels, raises heart rate and blood pressure, and deprives red blood cells of oxygen, preventing oxygen from traveling through the body. Cholesterol also tends to accumulate at the damage parts of the arteries. Your heart is forced to work harder. The result can be devastating. Over 300 non-smokers die each year in Canada from lung cancer caused by tobacco smoke. In addition to lung cancer, involuntary smoking has been linked to cancer of the sinuses, brain, breast, uterine cervix and thyroid, leukemia, and Lymphoma.

The scariest fact is about the smoking-woman babies. According from some articles which I read, tobacco toxins can pass across a mother’s placenta to her fetus, subjecting it to the affects of involuntary smoking. Babies of women who smoked or were exposed to secondhand tobacco smoke during pregnancy are smaller at birth than babies of non-smoking mothers. Even in later years, they tend to be slightly shorter than other children and have more difficult with reading, mathematics and related skills. My friend who is a doctor said children breathe faster than adults do. Their lungs are still growing and developing, and they spend a great of time indoors. These factors make children vulnerable to the effects of environmental tobacco smoke.

I found that quitting smoking is not an easy task. But it's never too late to quit smoking. Not smoking is the single most important thing you can do. Making the decision to quit smoking will lower your risk for heart disease and other illnesses. When smoking is stopped, you'll have fresher smelling hair, breath, clothes and household. Your skin will look younger, with less wrinkling. Your food will taste and smell better. Your children will be healthier and more likely to be non-smokers as they grow up. You'll experience an increase in energy and a sense of well-being. Your cancer risk will decline. Your blood pressure and pulse rate will lower. You'll decrease your risk of heart disease after one year of not smoking.

Carcinogen is a substance that causes cancer (or is believed to cause cancer). for more information about carcinogen you can visit http://www.ilpi.com/msds/ref/carcinogen.html

DRIVES SAFELY ON THE TRACKS

2005-01-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

The Need for Speed: Underground 2 (NFSU2) is a street racing game which seems to be based on the popular street racing movie, The Fast and Furious. The game is concentrates on the underground world of illegal street racing including circuit racing, sprint racing, drag racing, drift competitions, underground racing league, street-X racing, free run, and knock out racing.

An interesting part of this game is you can costumize your car on the career mode. On this mode, you must prove that you’re fast and stylish enough to compete with the hottest racers around. It’s like playing the old-racing games Grand Turismo3 A-spec, Project Gotham Racing 2, and Grand Theft Auto: Vice City at the same time. You can unlock all the parts and upgrades necessary to create your perfect ride everytime you win the race on career mode. The engine, tyres, brakes and gears can all be changed to maximum effect as you unlock better upgrades and you can even fit your car with a Nitrous engine to allow you reach unimaginable speeds for a limited period at any time during a race. The illegal street racing is also about style. You can add spoilers, side skirts, front and back bumpers, head and tail lights and even add a nice glowing light underneath your car. You can also read GPS maps and sms from your cell phone during race.

The lighting effects on this games are fantastic. Try to enable motion blur and rain splash on the display options so you can enjoy realistic view during race. The rain drenched streets and the bright lights in and around the city will reflect off your car in brilliant details. When you activate the Nitrous upgrades on your car, as your speed increase, the environment around you will become nothing but a blur. It’s makes NFSU 2 different with other popular racing games.

Electronic Arts(EA) have included the “EA Trax” feature includes 27 hip-hop and rock tunes such as Snoop Dogg Feat The Doors ”Riders On The Storm”, Chingy “I Do”, Xzibit “LAX”, Sly Boogy “That’z My Name”, Fluke “Switch/Twitch”, and Capone “I Need Speed”. NFSU 2 also starring two gorgeous models like Brooke Burke as Rachel Teller and Kelly Brook as Nikki Morris.

The Brand New Me

2005-01-14T02:25:00.000-08:00

Hi my name is Johan. Let me describe myself first... Im 24 years young boy who come from Jakarta, Indonesia... I have fresh flesh Chinese blood... Currently right now, I'm in Bandung to do something important there. But I'll go home to Jakarta twice a month... I would describe myself as the type of friend that you can call anytime of the day or night who is always ready to go out and have a blast. Whether it's shopping, a movie, or a night out on the town, I love friendships... In my spare time I love to play some 3D PC games, read books, and travel...

I believe this new year brings a lot of hopes and opportunities. In taking charge of my destiny, I set very high goals and I don't stop until I achieve them. If you tell me it can't be done, I'll find a way to do it and surprise you. I love life and I'm not afraid to take risks to try new things. With this blogspot, I'll show you how I can achieve my goals and live my life...

I also known as Cybercreature on tblog.com

Ok folks, I think it's enough for my introduction. Other information is too specific for me to describe here...